Hey guys! Long time, huh? Well lately Kala and I have been busy with school. Regents review, AP studying and soon coming; FINALS!! UGH!! So don't think we have forgotten or abandoned you all, we've just been busy getting school finalized before the summer. So as I was listening to music and texting a certain someone special this early morning, I began to think about some things God (if you believe in Him) have done in my life and how come he didn't let certain things happen earlier or later.
I, for example, have met someone that I have grown close to and I wonder why God haven't put this person in my life three years earlier. As I go on to this about it, maybe it was the insecurities that I was struggling to overcome that would've put an end to our friendship. For those who didn't know, I was extremely insecure and they slightest thing can start that up and would set off to destroying things and people not seeing me for who I truly am but instead seeing me as someone to keep away from.
Have you a person so awesome and special to you that you wonder why you have never met them before? Especially when you used to see them everyday and not know who they were. That is the current situation I am in and it is 100% bittersweet because I'm soon leaving for college and this friendship that we have may slowly start to wither away from existence. Then again, with the internet and being able to find the entire world on here, it may not be as hard I think.
So when and if these things have happened to you how have you dealt with it? This is just a mini blog to remind everyone that we are still alive and audios will be back soon. I have a feeling this person is needed in my life...I just don't know for what yet.
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