Random thinking

Hey everyone, and for all you who need to know this is Kala =] It is extremely late/early and I was up just doing some thinking. Being a sophomore in high school isn't as bad as I thought it would be, but it isn't all sunshine and rainbows. E.g I have way too many problems, you guys may think 'Oh she sets herself up for these things' but truth be told, I don't. I'm not the type to put myself out there; believe it or not I'm a VERY shy person. Also, I'm not one to start drama or be in it for no reason at all. It comes unexpectedly and most of the times it's our "friends" who cause it or they don't bother to help you, you know. They'd rather watch it all. I've had my share of FF [fake friends] throughout all my life; school, home, my social life.. everywhere you go you're going to be disappointed by someone you think/thought you could trust. Unfortunately, for me I had to find out the hard way who I could and couldn't trust; it almost turned physical [which was a stupid part on my behalf] What I'm trying to say is there's not really FULL happiness anywhere. However, that shouldn't stop you from actually being happy. It's not only the whole 'I'm a sophomore ' thing, its also ME. It's something about the way I am that makes people dislike [or hate] me for no reason what so ever. I can name about 4 to 5 girls who have problems with me... not even problems they just want to say how much they don't like me. Can someone tell me why do girls dislike other girls without truly knowing them first? Not only girls but boys too. Is it the jealousy? Is it the fact that they're more fortunate? Or is it the fact that they want attention from that person in any way, shape, or form? It does bother me when people straight up dislike me but then at the same time it doesn't really bother me much, I mean like they're not ACTUALLY saying things to me or hitting me so I'm just like what ever... Now I got to make sure my little brother is sleeping for school tomorrow :-\ Lol he makes me feel better about everything. ♥ ♥ So leave your comments because I want to know what you guys want to say about this and if you have any relations to what I wrote. Thankss :] KeepLoveReal. Nighty night. :-P