Hey everyone! It's minutes to 9pm and I should be getting ready for bed, but instead I'm up stressing (in my mind) about school, and my grades in school. I feel so insecure about my 2.8 GPA. Ever since 8th grade, my friends have been getting higher GPA's than me. Don't take this as a form of jealousy. I love my friends and I'm sincerely happy for them. I just want to know...what the hell happened to me? I try so hard with school but feel like it's never enough, and feeling that, I'm majorly insecure about my college career. I just don't want something crazy to happen where I'm unable to complete college. My FAFSA is so-called incomplete and I CAN'T FIND THE LETTER!! >:O Maybe that's why I feel the way I do...I'm too careless and that's the farthest thing I want to be right now in my life. Plus I keep forgetting my scholarship deadlines :( I think I need some help from God because no one on earth can help me with anything right now. *sigh* Anyways, this was just a bit of release off my mind, but why do I feel like breaking down and crying right now? I'm just going to read my bible and go to sleep soon because the Lord knows I need to go to bed or I WILL NOT go to school tomorrow morning. Any excuse to keep myself from going to school and breaking down...mentally. Am I the only one the feels/have felt this way?
Monday, April 5, 2010
Shanice's Thoughts...
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No honey, you're not alone. If you feel like you're doing the best you can, don't beat yourself up about it. And a 2.8 isn't bad at all. Shit, most people would kill for that. You're not the only one insecure about your college major. I don't even know what my major is going to be yet. But everything will be alright and everything will work out fine. If you need to cry, cry. You'll feel better afterwards. And reading your bible is good. It provides comfort the way people can't. In the morning when you got your head together, call FASFA and ask them if they could mail that thing again or ask them to send it to you by email. You can also ask them what you can do to make your FASFA complete. Go to your counselor manana and see if you can do that together. It may work. But I'll see you in the morning. Love you lots! :-*
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